In life when we come to crossroads, we stop and ponder what's the next step. So really, what is the next step?
What do you want from me? Or rather, what do I want for myself? It hurts so much. But I don't even know where's the pain coming from. It never ever presents itself in full view but you know it's there. Hell yeah. Hiding in the background noise. Stings when it gets quiet which probably explains why I hate to be alone. Then again I hate to be bothered. Curiosity kills the cat; contradictory kills the human.
It's disgusting really. Before I entered uni, all I ever wanted to do was to enter uni. When I was in uni, all I wanted was to graduate on time. When I graduated on time, all I wanted was a job. When I got a job, all I ever want is more, more, more pay. So the wants goes on as life rushes by. I realize from the start that I will never be able to find what I'm looking for because I will always be looking for something I can't have.
Then again, aren't we all the same?
What do you want from me? Or rather, what do I want for myself? It hurts so much. But I don't even know where's the pain coming from. It never ever presents itself in full view but you know it's there. Hell yeah. Hiding in the background noise. Stings when it gets quiet which probably explains why I hate to be alone. Then again I hate to be bothered. Curiosity kills the cat; contradictory kills the human.
It's disgusting really. Before I entered uni, all I ever wanted to do was to enter uni. When I was in uni, all I wanted was to graduate on time. When I graduated on time, all I wanted was a job. When I got a job, all I ever want is more, more, more pay. So the wants goes on as life rushes by. I realize from the start that I will never be able to find what I'm looking for because I will always be looking for something I can't have.
Then again, aren't we all the same?
